Friday, April 13, 2007

Life's a Bitch...literally.

You know, sometimes, life can get pretty bitchy when the people around you can't do anything but to nod to power when it comes and they leave you with a simple "Try your best" to resolve everything.

They want you to do what they want, but they give you the option of doing it if you want.
It's also super bitchy when some bitch is having her menopause and gets all uptight about people going for breakfast and talking back to her. Out of a group of 4 pax going for breakfast at 9.10 and taking the opportunity to discuss projected/work related stuff, just because I replied and made some remarks on why we're having breakfast when she asked why we didn't have breakfast before coming to work.

Sometimes I really wonder why I have to take all this shit, why we would have to work like dogs for the company, but some senior mgmt crapper comes along and discredits you like that.
It's not like I'm paid peanuts (in NKF context) here, it's not like the bonus is super fantastic and not to mention the difficulties I have to undertake to explain to my friends why my AWS is 0.7 mths for year 2006.

I should just work 8.5 hours everyday and fuck off from here, why do I even bother to bring manuals home, outside, to read and work late? What would my rewards be in the year end?
Company makes the $, the bosses change cars, the workers share a pathetic portion of 0.7mths AWS and 0.5 mths bonus which might as well put it as - 1mth AWS, 0.2mth bonus.

That would be so much easier to relate to people who ask "how much did you get" questions.