A friend of mine just had his first baby on tuesday, yesterday I dropped by to see little baby Kaylen and how she's doing out of mommy's tummy into Singapore. Heehee...
Joyce: Next one? No way... sweat ah!
Guys: Haehaehae...
James: Jia lat, now my wife scared liao how to have 2nd kid?
Hampers from all the people who come and didn't come.
And people who came for the wrong reason, like a PSP.
The mommy's leg, resting very shiok on the bed.
Tada, baby Kaylen, fast asleep, waiting to grow up to be filial to her parents.
This one is must show off one, I was the only one to address the baby as "Kaylen" and not "new born baby girl". Heehee.Amidst all these, I cannot forget what my boss just told me before I went to visit Kaylen and family. My boss pulled me aside and told me that my engine is not moving, my 3 weeks of reservist is a very good break already and I should be roaring to move and get things going. Fair, I can take that, I know I've been moving slowly too.
What I cannot stand was that I'm told that I'm not willing to take on new things, and I'm not hungry enough for work, and best,.... the stupid 'foreign talents' are willing to work hard, on weekends, get a five-figure pay and they don't have to take on new things.
I cannot and will not understand, in what ways I'm not willing to take on new things. I've been receptive to work thrown, servers to setup, etc. The stupid indians all they can do is come in late, go for tea-break, talk loudly and leave at 6, weekends just dial in do some simple support and they get all the glory?
Then what about my projects on hand? Vivi, AIDC, ILS and SCA's SAP? I'm not doing more? I'm not willing to take on new stuff? I have to catch up if I want that 5 figure pay? I cannot let the stupid indians lead?
How can the indians be leading the race when they are only capable of so much and I've been doing more than what they have? How fair is it for me to hear this and think about myself for the whole night and morning the next day and before I head off to HP Alexandra to do SAP installation which is not my original work scope?
It really set me thinking, and thinking what I should do for now, the time is pretty nigh to tender for me. If I'm going to get paid a 5 figure sum, then I should be doing less, especially not on weekends, because I would be at the CEO position or thereabouts to not do so much things but delegate out.
Where is the theory... where is the fairness? Life sux miserably, I hope for baby Kaylen, she has a better future, meet a good husband that will take care of her. Enough with my ranting, nothing can be done, it's only when I will tender.
